Deadroom Journal

by hAND

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The debut album from hAND, featuring tracks from the previous E.Ps and brand new songs. Recorded at the renowned Philia Studios with producer Nick Hemingway, this album received high praise from press and fans alike.


released September 3, 2008


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hAND are a 4 piece progressive / alternative metal band from Sussex, England. They produce "Musical fusion that is quite breathtaking" (Second City UK) combining elements of progressive rock and metal with gothic undertones.

Their third album "Kintsugi" is due for release early 2014 through Brutal Elite Records.
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Track Name: Manuscript
She lives in a very dark world
No-one quite understands her
She lives with a very dark soul
Disappears from the answer

The question no-one dare to ask
Forgotten faded in the past
The present day forever
Is written down in this
Book of mine pretending
To be a manuscript

Come read with me
And let your eyes weep
See what I see
Even when you sleep
This is no illusion
Don't let yourself be fooled
Scenes from a horror movie
Taking place upon you

And now you've seen
Inside of me
Is there any hope
For me this time
Track Name: Clannad Mass
Wearing a cross around your neck
The leather hides the subtle depth
Mementos useless empowered
Personal projection understood

Holding a ring inside your hand
A sign of reticence unplanned
Sleep is no problem for you now
Time to announce your solemn vowe

Hide with me
Stay with me
Listen to yourself and then come
Bleed with me
Play with me
Cutting yourself out
Till you can

Hide with me
Stay with me
Play with me
Come bleed with me
Track Name: Guitar Strings and Safety Pins
Drifting down dark pathways
Splitting your heart sideways

Adornments of your spirit
Locked away inside
Broken twisted molded into
A darker shade of you
Only truly then
Are you free to survive
The turmoil in your mind

Chastise me this time
Breaking these shattered lines
Holding together with
Guitar Strings and Safety Pins
Track Name: Birth
Do you believe what you see
Can you see me
Am I real
Are you really in love
With a ghost that floats
Around your head
In front of my eyes I am dead

Nothing but a lifeless body
On the bed
But somehow you wave to me
I'm smiling back to you
Our hands are intertwined
I'm walking up to us

Did you need to touch me
Without making me shiver
This was the only way
To make you see
Track Name: Resonia
With skin as white as musk
Proudly showing her inks to the world
Shrouded in sanity
Breathing in too deep
She lays
Track Name: I Find Myself
I never meant to hurt you
By hurting myself
I can try to explain
Though you'll never understand

I find myself lost
In pursuit of uniqueness
A walking piece of unfinished art

Only to be viewed from afar
Up close is revealed
That I find myself
I find myself

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